photo diary 8

I am more aware of the seasons than ever before. The other morning, I took a walk in the woods near by at seven in the morning when the sun was not yet up. It was very dark and quite scary. I ended up not even enjoying the walk as I fast walked back towards my house where I could see some light. But without darkness, you cannot see the light. I am beginning to feel lazy and uninspired again...yet I must continue on despite my lack of energy. I must study French, literature, essays, words, and for tests and it all feels impossible to finish and comprehend....these days I feel older, but not much wiser.